Writer's Block

So I have been suffering with some intense writer's block for the past couple of days and have struggled to find my niche in life.

I'm torn between a few project ideas that I want to start upon but lack the motivation to finish absolutely any of them. Perhaps its time I started to develop ideas on something fresh, something that I have never tried before. Maybe I just need to sort something out for myself once and for all.

It's difficult. I want to be a writer, in fact I want to be able to publish at least one of my stories for the entire world by the end of this year. Yet I don't feel any push towards this goal. The same can be said about my tattoo that I want to have done.

I'm too picky, and I'm too uneasy when it comes to projects that I originally started. I want to make people remember me through my words, yet for the past three months or so I have been silent. My words will not come, my inspiration has perished beneath layers of routine and cliches.

Well no more. I will start once again to bring my Blog up-to-date. This way I have some way of getting my words onto the computer/pen-and-paper.

It'll be random, it'll be about nothing interesting or exciting, just aspects of my life. And I have to start somewhere, so today would be a good start.

Rain

Rain.
If anyone was going to ask me what my favourite weather was, I would have to say it’s the Rain. Why? I just love everything it does. How it doses the grass and breathes new life into the world, how the air is fresh and chilled, and the sound it makes when it crashes to the ground, all of it.

So in order to overcome my writer’s block, I decided to go out and have a walk in the rain and take some pictures of the nearby area to help focus my mind and make sure I get all of the creative juices flowing.





I had to pop into town anyway for errand reasons but I just couldn’t help walking past the local market and soaking in the smell from all of the fresh flowers there, thank you rain.

This is Beelly

This is Beelly. He was my friend for 10 minutes while I waited for someone to come out of work. He was watching other my shoulder whilst I was playing on Twitter on my iPhone.

He was really docile and I wondered what he was up too, but then I didn't mind so much and therefore he became my friend.

This is Beelly.

25th April

Well the challenge didn’t get off to an amazing start! Already five days behind on the bloody schedule, but I will try and be good!
So it is my mother’s fiancé’s birthday today. I forget how old he is, but he is actually a little bit younger than my mum so it’s not too bad. You may have also noticed I didn’t call him my Dad or my Step-Dad. Well, that’s because it’s really difficult to ever see him as a Father. Cruel I know but it’s mostly his fault, he’s never tried so I just pushed the fact away!

20th April 2011

So I've started a new challenge for myself, I plan to write everyday a total of 100 words. This could be kinda fun. We'll see.

This morning was a bloody nightmare, had to clean the entire flat out which was necessary to the point of Health and Safety. Then my mother came round for half an hour or so and then I tried to fix my new PC with new RAM but almost destroyed the motherboard in the process.

Then had work! Which was alright since it was only for 4 hours. Bloody weather though, it's just so freaking hot!