Thursday, 22 March 2012

House

Watching House MD always makes me feel profound, or rather gives me moments where I could conquer most of my insecurities and push through anything.

I had a rather bland and uneventful day today. Another day of unemployment. I try hard to find jobs but nothing seems to come back to me, nothing at all. I feel useless most of the time but I know I must pervasive.

When I was younger, I used to turn to my writing in an attempt to feel something, a connection to a fictional world to call my own, but now...I imagine that's quite difficult to do after you pass 20-years-old.

I digress I suppose.

Tomorrow is another fresh day, and tomorrow I will prove to myself and others that I can push myself beyond the borders of their impressions of me, I will apply for jobs, I will make articles and reviews for the site I work for AND I will go to the gym despite my physical limitations. I have to drown my brain with actives to do otherwise I could forever be caught in this minefield, this...sorrowful and lazy place.

To tomorrow! And everything that comes beyond it. 


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